You, know I'm just now realizing it, but every one of my birthdays have sucked over the past few years. It's never a birthday BASH as in party, but BASH as in fight.
Last year (17): Went to the beach with family, mom got drunk and told me she hated me, that I'd never get anything from her again, she hit me, locked me out of the hotel room, and threw my *not even good* cake off the deck. *hum* Then Bill got angry with me b/c of it. My other family members that were there said I was ungreatful b/c my mom bought me a cake that I asked her not to get (cause I don't really like cake but esp ice cream cake cause I hate ice cream 2) but I said thanks and didn't eat any. So that was somehow ungreatful. My dad was pissed b/c I spent my money I made at my job on stuff for me...?
"Sweet" 16: My friends Jessica, Hannah, Austyn, and Kim spent the night and that was cool, but the next day Austyn sat inside so Kim sat with her. They didn't do anything with us. My boyfriend spent more time outside with the PA system my dad rented for my borthers band to play than with me. My "best guy friend" Matt came and didn't even speak to me. Hannah, Craig, Kim, and Austyn sat inside watching the blair witch instead of being in the room with me to open gifts... Jesse found it funny to nail me in the tummy *right on my newly pierced bellybutton ring* with water balloons that did not pop. My brother spent more time outside palying his guitar then talking to me when I spoke to him. No one wanted to sing with me or hang out with me at all relly. Everytime we did something like get in the pool or listen to the band or open gifts everyone either just sat there or left the room. *Maybe I'm just lame...
*Almost there 15:* I was supposed to go to a concert with my b/f and he decided to give my ticket to another girl and called me to tell me he was staying home sick, so my brother took me to the concert and I sw him there with *her*. Then at my "party" which was supposed to be a suprise cause I've always wanted one, but my mom told me about it... My parents said I didn't get any gifts b/c I made a "C" in math. ::: sobs ::: then only 2 of the 35 ppl invited showed up and those 2 were only cause they lived next door and they didn't have an excuse...

:::: cries :::: My birthdays always blow. I hope this year will be better but I bet I know what happens.

1) Bill gets jealous of Mike and tries to make me feel bad by being all "I'm going to kill myself"
2) bill gets mad at me and throws a fit bc of Mike
3) Andy and Bill both get mad about Mike & I. Then I feel bad cause they sit and pout and they are suppossed to be my best friends
4) My mom tries to start shit just to piss Bill of and it works and a HUGE fight occurs and the whole daddy going to jail thing happens all over again.
5) Andy "tries" something with me knowing I have a boyfriend whom I'm very greatful for and *like* very much.
6) Everything just falls apart and goes wrong.
I really need Mike here to reassure me. This is getting to be way to much to carry.

You still have me :) If I can spare the money, I'll get you a birthday present!
» hilikus on 2004-07-16 06:25:11

tammi
hehehe will YOU be my birthday present
» ForbiddenRose on 2004-07-16 12:37:13

wow...people actually backed out of your birthday? they're the ones who are lame...they should've spent every second with you on that day no matter where you went. if you went to run away, they should've been there to block your path. If you went to McDonalds and went to buy all of the burgers they had, your friends should be there to eat all of the burgers soyou wouldn't regret it the next day. lol. My point is that it was your special day. It was your birthday! What I can't believe is that people would actually do something to make someone else's b-day crap. Mine this year was. I spent the day trying to make the freaking internet work because my lazy brother wouldn't even though he goes to school for computers or something computer related and is a MARINE...sooo.. I hope you have a happy brithday
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-07-17 12:10:06

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